Wilderness of Life

Good morning my fellow friends and fans. I hope you are having a beautiful start of my birth month that I turn 30 years old on October 24,2006. This poetry entry is a collection of poems that will be a section of my third book "Elements and the Seasons of Life's Journey". This section goes to my best friend Sean M. Clayton who is my dearest friend and has done so much for me over the time I had my destructive end of my marriage. If it was not for him I would of probably not survive it at all. He has been strong and has been a shining light in my period of darkness. My the light shine on his path and love be in his heart always. This collection of poetry is about our faith and how God has helped us both. Enjoy the entry. I only thought it was fitting to dedicate it to my best friend and the start of our Birth month.

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Garbs of My Faith

I am called three times
I feel the divine power
My father
Put my garbs of the armor of spiritual calling

I am your solider of Christ of your son
Touch me with the flame
Let me carry the Holy Spirit
You give to me

I love even when I am hated
I guide others lost in the green forest of life
To touch your thoughts
To feel your love
To be loved
To be touched

I wear the garbs
I hear the calls of the stray
To guide and to feel the sorrow
of others

To carry and disperse the demons of the legions
To cast out doubt To restore faith
To love; to be hated

I walk the thin line of heaven and hell
I will walk bare footed on pain and anguish
I will fall materially but I will rise spiritually
I will give the father's word and to put the souls
back on the path of the sandy beach of the oceans of life
To get to the light of our father above.

I will carry the cross
I will carry the son's cross and feel the passion upon me
To carry the garbs that protect me
I will carry the cross and wear the garbs of discipleship
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Stone to Faith

I feel your darkness
Your anguish as I stare
into your soul
as I feel your emotions of waterfalls

I walk the desert of sadness of life
I feel the regret of humanity
I touch the top of the apex of life

To led the guides of life to the lost
To the damned
To the un loved
To the depressed
The sick

I feel it
I am not afraid
I take and ask for nothing

Take my faith I have much
Take my hope I have plenty

I will take the stone my father made
and he will make faith out of it

Believe and do not sink in the waters of life
Blue as they can be
Do not be Blue as the water
You are a spirit and do not sink like the stone
Take the stone and turn it into faith

For the father carries you above the blue water
Above the sadness.

Believe in the one
Believe in the creator
Believe your faith is not a stone

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Touch of Sorrow

You stare at me
You ask for resolution
Our father guides you in prayer

You feel in your heart a volcano of
sorrow and emotion confusing
Your soul leds you to me

You are touched by me
You feel my soul
You feel my love
I am touched by you
You be come calm in the shadow of the
winter

As a pond with the ice of calmness
with a blanket of snowy love
You are touched by the Holy spirit from above
as I am a conduit and carrier

I am a shepard of life
To teach and guide
You to listen and learn
To feel the divine words of the lord
To be touched not by me but of what is unseen
To feel his presence to be touched by love

You to be loved
Feel him all around
Be touched all over

To understand all you have done
By one touch
Your sorrow gone like the winds of time

Begin a new path with
Faith
Joy
Love
dreams
be touched with the Holy Spirit
You are baptized by the waters of love.

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Unsown Heart

Broken hearts
Torn lives
Tortured souls

I heal, I feel, I listen
The father listens
The son listens
The Dove touches with the sacred fires of divine knowledge

Comfort as I sew your heart together
Your wounds are touched by the finger of god
You are healed with love
You are touched with the beauty of life

Walk with a clean heart
Be touched with the soul and purity of the word
Pray and be aware your prayer has been answered
Now learn and heal
Forget the sadness but the joy of life

Follow the light and feel no more the blue of life
But the red of passion and feed from it
Be touched with the royalty of purple garbs of
divine spirituality.
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Cast a Stone

Do I judge you?
Do you judge me?
I will only love you as my father
would love you

You can not be judged by me.
Only our father can judge you
Humanity has no right to judge
the living and the dead
As I walk the path, I will not
Judge you by the color of your skin
Or the creed of your religion

I will love from my heart
I will touch and calm from my soul
From my father
I will set you up your path to the light
of your father's mansion across the oceans of life
Upon the cliff of paradise

But you must go through the forest of green
You must pass and walk the beaches of sandy time
You must climb the stair of time to the cliff of paradise
You must fine the small path in the cliff to find the door of infinity

To find the path to your room in the mansion of
love, joy and excitement
No pain, No hatred, No lack of love
Meditate and feel the love
Feel it surround you all around.
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Shepards Oath

Lonely soul
Sacred soul
I walk with the sheep of the father
Life that is so fragile that the wolf can easily kill

Feel the beauty of the Shepard
As I suffer to take responsiblity of the errors of my sheep
Of my flock
I take the stray in from other flocks
Where the Shepard has lost his/her staff of divine spirit

I open the gates of god's kingdom with my staff
Of love and goodness
I give love where there is no love
I ask for nothing
I am pissed on and I wash the filth away
I walk the brimstone of hell for my sheep
I take the sins of my flock

I take the lashing and pain for the faults of others
The sin falls of me
They do not now better
I take my Oath of the shepard to my death
Which is my birth to pure love and emotional calmness

I am touched by the Flame
I walk with my sheep
I am baptized by the father
By the son
Empowered by the Holy spirit
I am the chosen to led my sheep to the divine
Lands of the Son and the Father

I carry all the crosses and guide against the demons all around
I will take the sin and I will die with the sin of my sheep

The Oath of the Shepard I have taken
The Oath
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My Rosary

My beads
My cords
I pray upon each bead to evoke my Father

I love I never hate
I pray for all that ask for prayer
I meditate upon the souls of other
Lives that ask to be protected by the Holy spirit
I fly with my wings of my soul
To blanket the unprotected

The undefended
I will take the arrows of sadness and sorrow
I will feel the hatred of my enemies that do not love
That hate so much.

My rosary I will pray the Hail Mary 30 time
30 times over I will
30 times over and over
for a life time
I pray for the souls I help

I pray to god I pray to you
My father, the son, and my power
that is given to me by the father

To be the vessel of the word of the lord
to educate to love to feel
To touch the souls of many
My rosary I pray
My rosary my conduit to my lord
the cord that connects me to my only true love
My rosary
My beads
My cross I carry
MY passion in this life.
My rosary
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I Feed

The words of my lord
I feed to the hungary
To give what I have alot of
My spirit and soul
My heart for all

I feed you my sheep
I led you into the light
You are hungary your souls are
To learn to feel the passages of what life
you should led you should feed on

Walk the path
Walk the son's footprints of over 2000 years
ago

Feel his love
Feel his father's love
Feel and be touched by the lord

You are carried when you are sick
You are carried when life is not good
You must cast your demons in to the flock of pigs
I will drive them into the sea
To be cleansed of the demons

I feed you my flock like the wheat in the field of heaven.
I feed you faith
I feed you hope
I feed you self-esteem
I feed you love
I feed you.

I believe in you
God believes in you
the Son believes
in you

Just believe in yourself.
Believe and Eat
Feed yourself.
Feed
I feed.

Stars in the Sky

Stars in the sky
Follow the light
Follow your destiny

The path has the footprints of his words
Follow
cast your doubts away
Cast your fears out into the sea

Walk upon the waters
Walk the path even when it leds to a cliff with no bridge
There is a bridge but you must believe
Do not doubt or you will fade
In to doubt
In to ignorance
In to hatred
In to pain

Follow the stars that eternally burn
Let your candle of faith light your path
Touch your soul
Touch your heart
Feel your pain

Follow the light
Follow your soul

Be a star in the sky
and enlighten your soul
Your Heart
Your being
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The Stranger

Not understanding
Wondering
Praying for so many years

One sunrise of the golden sun
Above the mountains of thought
A stranger enters your soul
Your gates of the Kingdom of God

He has the key upon his chest
You feel his energy spanning many miles
He is the answer to your question
Question of life

To be touched by the father
To walk once again with the son
To feel the energy of the dove
To feel the white of the dove
To feel the holy spirit of the souls of the pure

The angels walk upon your soul now
Angels that blanket and caress your heart
Your soul
Your being
You now walk with the son on the beaches of life and time
You walk the spiritual ways of life

Pray and Pray
God will protect you and your soul.
May god be with you always.
May god love you always.
May you love god always

The stranger now fades to help another
But to know the stranger is a hidden guardian
Angel that looks and feels like a human but is not
You only feel the Holy spirit within him.
That is the only thing different
Feel him upon you now.
As the stranger leave you with knowledge
Knowledge to keep your heart open

The stranger with gifts of love and passion of life
of the spiritual life god granted us all.

My life with the Spirit

I grapple with the essence that I am mortal
Flesh and bone
Flesh that can be torn in two
Bone that can be snapped in two
What my faith has taught me
Taught me that my faith can never be taken away
As long as I believe in God

God is the light and salvation to the world
Salvation to my life and thoughts
My life means nothing without the teachings of the lord
The lord is my father who created my soul
My being

I touch and they are healed and do not feel the sorrow
I feel the sorrow in my bones and thoughts
No science can explain it.
I fly with the stars in the night
Projecting to others in the night
comforting in the light of the moon

Traveling on the rays of the comets and falling stars
I touch others in the heart
Feeling there beats and their souls
I grasp my life to love others

I know my faith and destiny is to save others
I spread my wing but not in the sight of the human
I walk and talk like a human to save others
Only few see what I can do
Only feel what I can give

I walk hand in hand and step by step
With my god
My lord
My father
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I Feel your Pain

I hold your hand in my hands
I feel your pain through your eyes
You touch me with your guilt and sorrow
My heart beats and I feel the flow of your
Your illness of pain
I see all that you felt.

I scares on your heart
The sorrow in your thoughts
I take it all away with my hands

Now that are not as steady
They tremble with sorrow and grief
It feeds my past and demons that still haunt me
In my dreams; in my waking passing hours
I feel your heart and sorrow all around me.

You grab my guts and hang them on the wall
Your demons in the night feeds my demons
I lose it all over the field
I lose my dinner and become ill
Exorists loose it when they take other souls.
I take your pain and demons so you can cope with
them in time.

The pain runs down my spine through my thoughts
I am sunk in my feelings
I am saden to know my feelings
You grasp my soul my brothers and sister
For they have not made the step to fullfill there
destiny.

I awake in the morning and god has taken them away
but some stay with me all the way for the rest of my life
I cry to know the demons of the ones I help and
heal.

I feel your pain